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Dec. 3rd, 2002 09:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wickedfleaDammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. I have to go back out for cigarettes. And pay four bucks a pack for 'em. If I'd bought one more carton in VA when I was through there in July I'd have made it till my next trip. But I didn't, and now I have to venture out in the 20-degree weather and snag some o' these overtaxed motherhoosiers.
I'm so goofy with my smoking. It's been years since I smoked throughout the day, but I still have to smoke at night before bed. It's like a holdover from the days when I would pass out with a lit cigarette in my hand. Did you ever wake up with a cigarette butt between your fingers? I have, and it scared the shit out of me, like CRIPES, I could have burned the house down. So anyway, yeah, I should just go ahead and quit, but I don't want to fuck with my routine because I have enough trouble trying to get to sleep as it is. But I might try to quit over the holidays.
Damn. As my grandmother says, this ain't makin' the baby no dress. Gotta get up and go.
I'm so goofy with my smoking. It's been years since I smoked throughout the day, but I still have to smoke at night before bed. It's like a holdover from the days when I would pass out with a lit cigarette in my hand. Did you ever wake up with a cigarette butt between your fingers? I have, and it scared the shit out of me, like CRIPES, I could have burned the house down. So anyway, yeah, I should just go ahead and quit, but I don't want to fuck with my routine because I have enough trouble trying to get to sleep as it is. But I might try to quit over the holidays.
Damn. As my grandmother says, this ain't makin' the baby no dress. Gotta get up and go.
