[LJ2ME] blearrgghh

[wickedflea]

Now I'm sitting in outpatient group, and it bites purple baboon ass. It's a real letdown from the inpatient thing. These jokers are all court-ordered, they talk about everything BUT recovery, and the whole thing is driving me batshit. Four hours a night, and it's so much less therapeutic than nightly AA meetings would be. I'm thinking seriously about ditching next week. We'll see.

I have a lot of correspondence, including LJ replies, to take care of. Will do this weekend, yo.

Comments

[buscemi.livejournal.com]

Four hours a night?! I hope you get some good stories out of it. There must be a Lonzie or a Donnell in there someplace. ;)

[wickedflea.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's crazy-go-nuts. There's no way I'm going to be able to handle four hours of that shit when I go back to work. But yeah, there are some characters. One guy sounds EXACTLY like this dude from Raising Arizona!

Good on you.

[adrian--mole.livejournal.com]

I just kicked the fuck out of a huge coke habit. I was buying it half a kilo at a time to sell, so needless to say I had a pretty endless supply. I was doing gram upon gram of the shit everyday.

I've moved away now though and havent had it in months. I didn't even have any kind of physical withdrawl and I don't miss it at all so it's a lot easier to beat than alcohol in that respect.

And shit yeah, I know all about those razors. Had to use those in prison, they're the pits!

Good luck and muchos respect to you though.

Re: Good on you.

[wickedflea.livejournal.com]

Thanks, dude, and good luck to you too. It's crazy how this stuff can get ahold of you and even come back on ya.

I dig the username, too. :)

[dichotomous.livejournal.com]

If you ditch, you'd best have a good replacement, yo.

(but you probably know that)

[wickedflea.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm definitely going to do meetings and get a permanent sponsor and all that--I'm gonna have to do that for the long haul, so this outpatient thing really is just interfering with that right now, 'cuz I can't go to the evening meetings that I want to go to.

[iltamies.livejournal.com]

It's good to hear you're viewing it as something that -should- be productive. Take it easy and slow, because fast is for bunnies.

[wickedflea.livejournal.com]

Heh, that's good advice. Thanks, man.